This time, it ain’t gon be just talk. I won’t let it bubble into thin air once again. I’m done!
All this posts about how I haven’t done no work or bla bla bla complaining about random things and wanting to do stuff but not really pushing myself to do it? It’s getting annoying, as in, what the hell am I doing? I’ve seemingly allowed myself to get stuck at the same spot I was at two years ago. All these long lists of ideas in my head that never really get translated into paper - such a waste! I even have a daily planner that’s supposed to guide me so I can get things done. It’s now looking more like it’s just for show.
Why do I always do things last minute and never have the initiative? Hey, even my posts are getting pushed backwards and further. Unfinished blocks of texts, all sitting in a drafts folder - would they ever get posted? Geeez! Who knows?
Projects that should’ve been finished months ago, books that should’ve been read, items that should’ve been sold, plans that should’ve been pursued, ideas that should’ve been tested. Should have but did not.
Distracted is all.
Skill, talent, charm with no hardwork ≡ worthless.
That being said, it’s Friday Friday Friday, gonna get down on Friday!
No srsly though, I gotta look after myself more and really suck it up, y’know? But yea, I wrote this a few hours ago at dawn when my mind was spinning in all directions. Thus the drama and urge to do something.
It wouldn’t be easy as all other changes are but I’m committed and will most definitely get this bus moving no matter what.
P.S. Maybe I should stop talking about it ‘cause everytime I do, it oftens ends up as a failure. Haha! Ok, this srsly is the last time you’d here me talk about being motivated and what-not.
All smiles. Life’s a journey so cruise.