So, how’d my 18th go? Uhh, yea… well, let’s just put it this way, I slept for 20 hours! 4pm till 1pm the next day yo! I know I said I was gon do my project but I got into a very foul mood so I dozed off instead. Entering adulthood doesn’t get any better than that! Agree? Yuss. Haha! Nah, I kid, I kid. But I actually did srsly sleep for 20 hrs though. Skipped dinner, breakfast and all that shebbangg! Imagine if I was in a dream within a dream within another dream, how many years would I have been stuck there? 20. But what if I ended up in Limbo with no DiCaprio to save me, eh? I would’ve grown to be so old waiting to die alone. Random. ▲▲▲

So, how’d my 18th go? Uhh, yea… well, let’s just put it this way, I slept for 20 hours! 4pm till 1pm the next day yo! I know I said I was gon do my project but I got into a very foul mood so I dozed off instead. Entering adulthood doesn’t get any better than that! Agree? Yuss. Haha! Nah, I kid, I kid. But I actually did srsly sleep for 20 hrs though. Skipped dinner, breakfast and all that shebbangg! Imagine if I was in a dream within a dream within another dream, how many years would I have been stuck there? 20. But what if I ended up in Limbo with no DiCaprio to save me, eh? I would’ve grown to be so old waiting to die alone. Random. ▲▲▲

No way did this girl turn legal? I mean, c’mon? Really? Meh.
On a diff note, someone please give me a plane ride back to RP for my 18th (that’s today)! I really wanna go to Cubao X and Quantum Cafe tonight. I’m spending my birthday doing projects, sucks.

No way did this girl turn legal? I mean, c’mon? Really? Meh.

On a diff note, someone please give me a plane ride back to RP for my 18th (that’s today)! I really wanna go to Cubao X and Quantum Cafe tonight. I’m spending my birthday doing projects, sucks.

I have I don’t even know, uhh, I’m guessing over 50 prints and paintings for a project I have in Fine Art and I gotta sort ‘em all out in a book. Yea, I’ve done like one hundredth of what I’m suppose to do. Le sigh! Someone buy me some time please!

I have I don’t even know, uhh, I’m guessing over 50 prints and paintings for a project I have in Fine Art and I gotta sort ‘em all out in a book. Yea, I’ve done like one hundredth of what I’m suppose to do. Le sigh! Someone buy me some time please!

My stencil prints looked so much better a month back but they kept sticking together hence the rips and shie. Sucks. Gaaaaah! I’m so not in the mood to do my project. I need motivation!

My stencil prints looked so much better a month back but they kept sticking together hence the rips and shie. Sucks. Gaaaaah! I’m so not in the mood to do my project. I need motivation!

Srsly not making that much progress with what I’m doin’. Tss! I’m not even half way through my first project and I still got two totally different ones to start off. They all gotta be handed in this week and next week. Hell! And I still got my powerpoint presentation/photography-portfolio to finish off for NTU (Nottingham-Trent University) by Wednesday. Eh? I know I love art and all that but there’s just no way I can get all of this done! Oh, hang on, unless… I quit Tumblr? Yea, like that’s gon happen! Imma shut up now ‘cause you guys probably don’t even understand half of what I’ve just written. But yea, photog above is of a relief washed-out-paint-on-the-sink print and a sketch of uhm yea, you go guess who that is. Ha! Enjoy your Sunday folks!

Srsly not making that much progress with what I’m doin’. Tss! I’m not even half way through my first project and I still got two totally different ones to start off. They all gotta be handed in this week and next week. Hell! And I still got my powerpoint presentation/photography-portfolio to finish off for NTU (Nottingham-Trent University) by Wednesday. Eh? I know I love art and all that but there’s just no way I can get all of this done! Oh, hang on, unless… I quit Tumblr? Yea, like that’s gon happen! Imma shut up now ‘cause you guys probably don’t even understand half of what I’ve just written. But yea, photog above is of a relief washed-out-paint-on-the-sink print and a sketch of uhm yea, you go guess who that is. Ha! Enjoy your Sunday folks!

Enjoy your weekend folks while I slave myself to complete my project! Heh. ♥

Enjoy your weekend folks while I slave myself to complete my project! Heh. ♥

Hey yo, say hello to the wall in our photography classroom! The photographs on the right are probably the only displays that I like in our entire building. You’d think that the art department would look absolutely artsy-fartsy but nah, not really. No wonder I’ve no inspiration everytime I’m in class. Hmmm. ..

Hey yo, say hello to the wall in our photography classroom! The photographs on the right are probably the only displays that I like in our entire building. You’d think that the art department would look absolutely artsy-fartsy but nah, not really. No wonder I’ve no inspiration everytime I’m in class. Hmmm. ..

Not in the mood to produce art, to face art, to see art, to touch art nor to appreciate  art. Cluttered. So cluttered. How am I going to walk ahead? If tears can  get rid of this feeling, I would’ve cried already. I would’ve cried a  long while ago. Would have but didn’t because this isn’t a perfect  world. No, not at all and it never will be. Sucks huh?

Not in the mood to produce art, to face art, to see art, to touch art nor to appreciate art. Cluttered. So cluttered. How am I going to walk ahead? If tears can get rid of this feeling, I would’ve cried already. I would’ve cried a long while ago. Would have but didn’t because this isn’t a perfect world. No, not at all and it never will be. Sucks huh?

Is it just me or is the fact that Imma be 18 in a little over two week’s  just shie  scary? I’m like whuuut? No way. I feel like a 7yr old kid.  -.- I mean, c’mon? This girl, right here? 18? Legal? That’s bizarre. No,  actually, bizarre’s an undestatement. A girl like me shouldn’t turn  legal or 18 for that matter, ever. As in ever! I hate getting old. Yes, I  actually despise it. So for the girls out there who can’t wait and  leave their youth already, y’all can just give it to me. Girl who  refuses to grow old right hurr! Just ring me up or somethin’. Ayt?

Is it just me or is the fact that Imma be 18 in a little over two week’s just shie scary? I’m like whuuut? No way. I feel like a 7yr old kid. -.- I mean, c’mon? This girl, right here? 18? Legal? That’s bizarre. No, actually, bizarre’s an undestatement. A girl like me shouldn’t turn legal or 18 for that matter, ever. As in ever! I hate getting old. Yes, I actually despise it. So for the girls out there who can’t wait and leave their youth already, y’all can just give it to me. Girl who refuses to grow old right hurr! Just ring me up or somethin’. Ayt?

Artistic Clutter

Here’s what I wrote for my Personal Statement in my University Application Form:
My interest in art started back in school when I was still in the  Philippines. There were days when I would get called out in class to  draw or illustrate something because I was good at it. But at that time,  art to me was only a matter of using drawing materials and a surface to  express an idea whilst enjoying what you do. It was not until my first  year at college doing an art and design course did I find out about the  wide variety of media and techniques available to produce art. The  fascination and enthusiasm I have for it helped me realize how much  pleasure I get in producing unique pieces that both inspire and amuse  people.
Together with art, photography is also something that I have  immense passion for. It started when I was fourteen as I started to  browse through online portfolios of young photographers like myself. The  photographs they produced were really compelling and from then on, I  knew that I wanted to do the same so I started to use whatever tool I  had to capture surreal imagery. I find something about photographs that  you can never really get from any other medium and I think that is the  fact that you are stealing a spur moment from reality and translating it  into a hard copy giving not only you but also the rest of the world the  chance to fully see and appreciate it over and over again.
My basic  knowledge and skills in Textiles, Graphics, Life Drawing and 3D Craft  plus the fact that I am semi-trilingual and was born and raised in Asia  are things that give me and my work versatility because it enables me to  approach projects and create concepts differently. Artists like Robert  Rauschenberg and Anselm Keifer have inspired me to be more creative in  terms of mixing media. I find the use of unconventional processes and  materials as the most effective way to join elements of different  subjects together to get outstanding results. Examples of mixed media  work I have produced are my City Life and Hope projects that I did last  year using drawing, traditional printing, photography and digital  manipulation.
Studying photography as a major allowed me to learn so  much more about composition and how it affects everything I produce. I  want to be able to use that knowledge to really excel in the art  industry and also inspire people just like how other artists have  inspired me. One of the artists that I admire is Jerry Uelsmann. He  helped me appreciate film photography even more due to his layered  images that were all done within the darkroom. I also consistently  follow young contemporary artists who are not far along my age group  because these people always remind me that if they can do it, I can too.  Some of them are Rockie Nolan, Tricia Gosingtian, Audrey Kawasaki and  Mary Robinson.
I constantly take photographs even though they are  not college-related to develop my abilities. An online craft shop called  Rikyandnina is currently using several of my photographs to advertise  and promote their products. The internet is also one of the biggest  platforms out there and I use it to exhibit my work to a variety of  people. During my first year at college, I received the highest marks  attainable in the course, DDD, and I intend intend to perform similarly  in my second year as well as when I get to university.
My education  is one of the most important things in my life right now and studying a  degree at university is definitely going to give me more knowledge and  experience. It would also help me progress into a professional artist  who can present work with much more depth and sophistication.
Challenging  myself to be a better artist has become second nature to me since  everyone out there can be artists but only the ones with determination  ever succeed. That determination is always going to back me up wherever I  go and whatever I do and with that plus creativity, I know that I am on  the track of being the best I can be.

Here’s what I wrote for my Personal Statement in my University Application Form:

My interest in art started back in school when I was still in the Philippines. There were days when I would get called out in class to draw or illustrate something because I was good at it. But at that time, art to me was only a matter of using drawing materials and a surface to express an idea whilst enjoying what you do. It was not until my first year at college doing an art and design course did I find out about the wide variety of media and techniques available to produce art. The fascination and enthusiasm I have for it helped me realize how much pleasure I get in producing unique pieces that both inspire and amuse people.

Together with art, photography is also something that I have immense passion for. It started when I was fourteen as I started to browse through online portfolios of young photographers like myself. The photographs they produced were really compelling and from then on, I knew that I wanted to do the same so I started to use whatever tool I had to capture surreal imagery. I find something about photographs that you can never really get from any other medium and I think that is the fact that you are stealing a spur moment from reality and translating it into a hard copy giving not only you but also the rest of the world the chance to fully see and appreciate it over and over again.

My basic knowledge and skills in Textiles, Graphics, Life Drawing and 3D Craft plus the fact that I am semi-trilingual and was born and raised in Asia are things that give me and my work versatility because it enables me to approach projects and create concepts differently. Artists like Robert Rauschenberg and Anselm Keifer have inspired me to be more creative in terms of mixing media. I find the use of unconventional processes and materials as the most effective way to join elements of different subjects together to get outstanding results. Examples of mixed media work I have produced are my City Life and Hope projects that I did last year using drawing, traditional printing, photography and digital manipulation.

Studying photography as a major allowed me to learn so much more about composition and how it affects everything I produce. I want to be able to use that knowledge to really excel in the art industry and also inspire people just like how other artists have inspired me. One of the artists that I admire is Jerry Uelsmann. He helped me appreciate film photography even more due to his layered images that were all done within the darkroom. I also consistently follow young contemporary artists who are not far along my age group because these people always remind me that if they can do it, I can too. Some of them are Rockie Nolan, Tricia Gosingtian, Audrey Kawasaki and Mary Robinson.

I constantly take photographs even though they are not college-related to develop my abilities. An online craft shop called Rikyandnina is currently using several of my photographs to advertise and promote their products. The internet is also one of the biggest platforms out there and I use it to exhibit my work to a variety of people. During my first year at college, I received the highest marks attainable in the course, DDD, and I intend intend to perform similarly in my second year as well as when I get to university.

My education is one of the most important things in my life right now and studying a degree at university is definitely going to give me more knowledge and experience. It would also help me progress into a professional artist who can present work with much more depth and sophistication.

Challenging myself to be a better artist has become second nature to me since everyone out there can be artists but only the ones with determination ever succeed. That determination is always going to back me up wherever I go and whatever I do and with that plus creativity, I know that I am on the track of being the best I can be.

To those who only recently followed me, thank you! I really appreciate it! Also, just to clarify things, I’m an art and design student specialising in Photography and Fine Art hence the artsy-fartsy posts. I am also a fashion enthusiast who particularly enjoys thrifting and all that is vintage. So yea, hope you enjoy my posts! ♥

To those who only recently followed me, thank you! I really appreciate it! Also, just to clarify things, I’m an art and design student specialising in Photography and Fine Art hence the artsy-fartsy posts. I am also a fashion enthusiast who particularly enjoys thrifting and all that is vintage. So yea, hope you enjoy my posts! ♥

Society’s view on how girls should look like is straight up bullshit! I’m 5’2 and I weigh about 58kg, you can do the math. Point is, I know I’m no skinny girl but hell, I’m not FAT either. I mean, I admit, I gained over over 20lbs since I came over to England. But fuck, I’d rather look like this, eat what I want whenever and wherever I want than be so conscious about how I look and be so afraid of what people will think of me. Fuck that! Why is it that people feel the need to pull others down? Why? Do you actually know what your doing? Do you? ‘Cause frankly, I don’t think you have any idea. I was once bolemic, and for you to tell me that I have gained so much weight? Wow! How about, FUCK YOU! Huh?
The constant, “Oh you look bigger than I last saw you.” or “Hey, have you put weight on?” or “Uhm, You look fat.” I can’t honestly believe that some people see that as a joke or even an innocent comment. Seriously? When did it ever become justifiable to tell a 15-yr old girl weighing 50kg that she’s fat? Huh? In what context is that ever fair? You tell me ‘cause that right there is what pushed me to kneel over the toilet, put my finger’s down my throat just so I could throw up everything I stuffed myself with. That right there is what pushed me to stop eating and just drink water all they long.
Now, for someone to come up to me with a such nasty comment after what I’ve through, really? Really? If you have nothing nice to say to me, just please, shut the fuck up! And that goes for everyone who has nothing but nasty comments to say to people, keep it to your motherfucking selves. Ok? Just think again before you hit someone with words ‘cause you really have no idea what something so little as a phrase could do to them.
If you’re all about a better world and all that shit, how about you start with yourself and start accepting the fact that not everyone is going to look the way you want them to. For one thing, most girls are already pretty much aware of their entire being, their bodies for that matter. They’re not perfect. We are not perfect. I am not perfect. And the last thing we need is a person emphasizing our flaws. I’ve already accepted the way I look and I’m so over that bolemia shit. Fact is, I’m happy and let me stay this way. Mind your own damn business and for the sake of human existence, just quit hatin’! Please! Ugh.

Society’s view on how girls should look like is straight up bullshit! I’m 5’2 and I weigh about 58kg, you can do the math. Point is, I know I’m no skinny girl but hell, I’m not FAT either. I mean, I admit, I gained over over 20lbs since I came over to England. But fuck, I’d rather look like this, eat what I want whenever and wherever I want than be so conscious about how I look and be so afraid of what people will think of me. Fuck that! Why is it that people feel the need to pull others down? Why? Do you actually know what your doing? Do you? ‘Cause frankly, I don’t think you have any idea. I was once bolemic, and for you to tell me that I have gained so much weight? Wow! How about, FUCK YOU! Huh?

The constant, “Oh you look bigger than I last saw you.” or “Hey, have you put weight on?” or “Uhm, You look fat.” I can’t honestly believe that some people see that as a joke or even an innocent comment. Seriously? When did it ever become justifiable to tell a 15-yr old girl weighing 50kg that she’s fat? Huh? In what context is that ever fair? You tell me ‘cause that right there is what pushed me to kneel over the toilet, put my finger’s down my throat just so I could throw up everything I stuffed myself with. That right there is what pushed me to stop eating and just drink water all they long.

Now, for someone to come up to me with a such nasty comment after what I’ve through, really? Really? If you have nothing nice to say to me, just please, shut the fuck up! And that goes for everyone who has nothing but nasty comments to say to people, keep it to your motherfucking selves. Ok? Just think again before you hit someone with words ‘cause you really have no idea what something so little as a phrase could do to them.

If you’re all about a better world and all that shit, how about you start with yourself and start accepting the fact that not everyone is going to look the way you want them to. For one thing, most girls are already pretty much aware of their entire being, their bodies for that matter. They’re not perfect. We are not perfect. I am not perfect. And the last thing we need is a person emphasizing our flaws. I’ve already accepted the way I look and I’m so over that bolemia shit. Fact is, I’m happy and let me stay this way. Mind your own damn business and for the sake of human existence, just quit hatin’! Please! Ugh.

This is what I did last night, a multicoloured-galaxy-inspired-hipster triangle for my ‘Dreams’ project mindmap.

This is what I did last night, a multicoloured-galaxy-inspired-hipster triangle for my ‘Dreams’ project mindmap.

I’ve produced way too many projects/sketchbooks over the past year to a point where I’ve already lost count.

I’ve produced way too many projects/sketchbooks over the past year to a point where I’ve already lost count.