I’m still alive. Aha! Apologies for the absence. Been too busy preparing for our exhibit on the 27th. So you know, go figure! Anyway, I still need to finish my last piece and then draw on my prints. Gaaaaaaahhhhh. Too lazy for life. I think I will forever ask myself the traditional question during exhibit prep time: “Why am I even an art student?” Baaaa!

Reviving some photoshop techniques. Ahahaha! I’ll let you in on a secret. See, I’m not a good photographer. I just edit my photographs so it seems like I am. Nyahaha. ;)

“You think you can love somebody just by looking at them?” - Blue Valentine

Gaaaah! You make me cheesy as fuck. I hate you. Hahaha! 6 days baby. ^__~

It’s Easter and I’m home! Sorry for the lack of posts, I’ve been too busy working for my mom’s online business, taking photos and packing orders. Aha! Anyway, please do visit her etsy or ebay for craft and other kawaii items. We ship worldwide! ^___^

Eating this cause I have no other choice. No srsly, I don’t. I have no food whatsoever in the fridge except some ham and four eggs which I can’t even use for egg fried rice ‘cause I’ve already cooked all off my rice. *Sad times. And I don’t really fancy putting curly fries and chicken dippers in the oven so yea. This would’ve been perfect for today’s sun but I haven’t eaten all day. All I’ve had’s a mango. I really wanna go to subway but have no one to go with. I feel like I have no friends. Huhuhu =’( The boyfriend’s playing football with everyone. I mean, I could just walk le loner style but I would really rather not. Anyway, I’m sure I’ll live. Aha!

On a different note, I really wanna jump on a plane back home! Like now. Srsly! The sun reminds me so much of the Philippines and how awesome it is there. Also, Hawaii. Gaaaah! Casey Liu has been posting photos and maaaan, does that place look amazing! I wanna go…

Feeling slightly better. It’s still a long way to go though but hopefully, Easter’ll help me sort things out. Besides, the sun’s out! So how can I possibly stay indoors and mope all day long? Heee ^__^ Also, thanks to everyone who sent me comforting msgs. I really appreciate it. Much love x

I hate not being able to distance myself from anyone, from anything. It’s shit. It’s like I always gotta put up a face whenever I come across people. My business isn’t theirs, so why get them involved? Being alone’s my way of coping. I just wished it wasn’t here.

Dumping my 365 project cause I can’t keep up with fucking nothing. Forever useless. FUBAR doesn’t even suffice as a word for the state I’m in right now.

5/365

March 17 2012,

Late day start meant egg-fried rice and quarter of a film with the boyfriend. He had to leave and watch football so I played poker and lost while he was gone. Cooked spaghetti for dinner which we ate while watching more of the film. That was until, Robbie and Jay interrupted to asked if we’d go out with ‘em. We did. Ended up in Props and hey, it was St. Patrick’s Day! I guess it fair to say that it was an okay night. Got to hang out with the boys, had fun dancing, singing and laughing, and man, was Simon extra funny last night! Aha! Then we all walked back to the flat. I was wearing 5-inch heels! Ouch. But it was worth it. Got to watch the end of the film too! ‘Just Go With It’ starring Jennifer Aniston and Adam Sandler.

4/365

March 16 2012,

Met a former student here at Staffs Uni who taught us how to draw self-portraits using canvas brushes and graphite powder. I haven’t drawn in 9 months, so I didn’t think I’d pull through but once I got into that zone, I was drawing like I never stopped.