22/366 The simple things in life we all cease to notice
First of March and it’s a nice day outside! But I only just got up. Myeh. ¬___¬ What’s wrong with me? Here I am, still in my pajamas, debating what my next action ought to be. Shower? I think, yes.
Getting back in the zone. Been checking tumblr posts for the last three days, straight! Feels good. Ehe! ^__^ Tumblr’s always gon be my source for quick inspiration. It’s like, easy-access to various types of imagery, to other people’s lives and in turn my goals. For some reason, being here helps me organize everything. It just does. My life seems to go on a disarray once I stop feeding the creative, then decides to re-align itself as soon as I open myself to blogging and being inspired again. Haven’t been this motivated in a really long time, it feels great to be art-appy!
So, I actually went to three lectures today. Ahaha! Was gon go back to the studios to do work but I feel so exhausted. Gaaaah! 3 hours sleep = never good. Gonna try and keep myself up by updating moi with LB and stuff that’s been going on here on tatatata-tumblr. Then, I gotta look through these books for research/inspiration. Hopefully, I get to produce actual stuff tomorrow. Waheyyyy!
Genuinely need to focus my energies on going to classes and lectures, spending time in the studios to do some actual work and trying not to scrape a pass but actually be proud of what I come up with this year. Gaaaahhhhdammit! I know I have what it takes, it’s just a matter of actually bringing it and using it. Raaaaa. Always frustrated.
Whatever happened to Moira, the artist-slash-photographer who loved everything vintage, indie and fashion? Where you at?
I need to stop sleeping during the day. No, actually, I need to stop sleeping, fullstop. Gaaahdammit! My body clock is so fucked up! I’ve slept through the day for days now. Who the fuck does that? So much for getting my ass in gear. Blaaaaah. Here I am thinking, I’ve finally stopped freefallin’ but stupid-annoying-lazy-Moira-who-wants-to-sleep-all-the-fucking-time ruins it all. Great!